I might be in hell but I think I’m thriving.
CHANGE OF PLANS
WE ARE GOING TO SEE
ALEXANDER AND THE TERRIBLE HO
I helped Murble find the oil change place and then she is going to go to a movie (that she has already seen) with me. The movie was the one thing I had planned with my mom.
It was silly of me to think that anything would go as planned or be relaxing or that I would have any quality time with my mom. My bad.
This morning I had to go to my room to collect myself. To say out loud, I AM REALLY UNHAPPY and just shrug it off it’s been true for a very long time, it’s just magnified when I have to be around family I guess. I have this time here and I’m desperately trying to make something good for myself with it.
so sorry for my delayed response to this email, i have been very swamped being a confused and frightened idiot who can’t do basic life tasks like respond to her emails