The Honey Pot
I was going to go out tonight. That was the plan. force myself to go out. See one of the many movies I very much want to see, maybe force myself to buy a few art supplies that I both want and need. 
(around 8pm)

huh. I’m in bed. I’ll just lie here a moment and collect myself.

And then I woke up around midnight and ate ice cream.
I’m not going to beat myself up about this. This morning was HARD. I let myself have a twenty minute pity party with crying and swearing and mallet pounding (that’s not code for a goddamn thing) Later, I was given a coffee eclair (one of my favorite things) by one of the offending parties and they admitted that the morning was just an absolute disaster. That was nice, but I would have gladly given up my bribe/snack to skip the emotional exhaustion. 
ok, gonna go eat goldfish crackers, try to get some reading done and achieve unconsciousness again!

I was going to go out tonight. That was the plan. force myself to go out. See one of the many movies I very much want to see, maybe force myself to buy a few art supplies that I both want and need.

(around 8pm)

huh. I’m in bed. I’ll just lie here a moment and collect myself.

And then I woke up around midnight and ate ice cream.

I’m not going to beat myself up about this. This morning was HARD. I let myself have a twenty minute pity party with crying and swearing and mallet pounding (that’s not code for a goddamn thing) Later, I was given a coffee eclair (one of my favorite things) by one of the offending parties and they admitted that the morning was just an absolute disaster. That was nice, but I would have gladly given up my bribe/snack to skip the emotional exhaustion.

ok, gonna go eat goldfish crackers, try to get some reading done and achieve unconsciousness again!

bluepueblo:

Blue Dusk, Stone Cottages, Wales
photo via happy

let’s go
for my 30th birthday party I had this list of things that I had to get done that mostly revolved around making sure people would have activities to keep them entertained and enough things to eat but, at the end of the list I wrote, 

Get drunk and move to Wales

and listen up tumblr children, that’s the one I should have crossed off and haven’t yet. It’s not about being drunk or Wales, everyone’s list is different, you just have to know which items are the most important. It was a pretty okay party though.

bluepueblo:

Blue Dusk, Stone Cottages, Wales

photo via happy

let’s go

for my 30th birthday party I had this list of things that I had to get done that mostly revolved around making sure people would have activities to keep them entertained and enough things to eat but, at the end of the list I wrote, 

Get drunk and move to Wales

and listen up tumblr children, that’s the one I should have crossed off and haven’t yet. It’s not about being drunk or Wales, everyone’s list is different, you just have to know which items are the most important. It was a pretty okay party though.

(via outdoorsanctuaries)